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autumn (yes, i grew up calling it "autumn") is my favorite season, and i always feel a weird combination of tranquility and anxiety upon its arrival. i'll explain: big, unexpected changes always seem to happen in my life in the autumn months. i don't know why, or how they come about. but come september-october-november, i'll get copious amounts of good news (or supposed bad news that later ends up being good in the end), problems that somehow solve themselves, and overall "winds of change". never fails.
it could have to do with the fact that i feel different during autumn. my birthday is mid-october, which usually has me feeling more introspective. i was involved in a really life-changing event on my 16th birthday that forever changed my outlook on life. i don't fear death as much as i fear wasting life; not making the most of the chance i was given. it's hard, and sometimes i wonder what exactly i'm still here to do, but for the most part, i think this re-energized autumn attitude opens my spirit to more positive occurences, thus the crazy random adjustments to my life.
it was a weird, rollercoaster of a summer. emotions all over the place. i'm having fun, then i'm not. things were totally out of whack, man. i'm definitely ready for some big changes and good vibes to pour in, courtesy of my good friend autumn. stay tuned?
mood music: sea wolf - leaves on the river
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