i wanted to go to fidm; i went to fidm. i wanted to get a job in an apparel showroom, and i did. i always wanted to have a cute apartment in venice beach, and i got it. i wanted a little dog that i could snuggle with and sit outside with at coffee shops, and i got that too -- although carrie has a little bit of ADD when it comes to being tied up at a table. almost everything i've seen myself doing, or having, has worked out for the best. if it didn't happen the way i wanted, a better alternative presented itself instead.
i think my problem is that i'm too close to the situation. it's all i think about. when i took a small step back, i realized that if everything else i've wanted to do in my life has worked out thus far, why would this be any different? of course, the waiting is excruciating, but i have to convince myself that it's going to be worth it.
mood music: william elliott whitmore - there's hope for you
mood music: william elliott whitmore - there's hope for you
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